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you're slacking love,where have you been? [Jan. 20th, 2008|12:57 am]
i think maybe it's time for just an update. not a rant, not some philosophical statement....just an update.

saw juno today. pretty decent movie. i love the chick in it...she must have a thing for red hoodies. she was also in hard candy, which i also loved, and in it she had a red hoodie...its actually the movie that made me search obsessively for a red hoodie, which at the time was impossible to find. now they're all the rage and every chick born in the past 2 decades has one. but anyway she also rocked one in this movie. just a little bit of useless info for you.

went to the store to get some munchies before venturing home. i totally got eyed by this little girl. she must have been about three or four. but i passed her a couple times, and every time she'd stop and just stare at me...and she stopped and smiled and waved a couple times, and i smiled back. then i went to pay for my shit, and she walks up behind me, and tugs on her dad's shirt, and "whispers" really loudly,that way kids do, " look daddy,she's got red hair!"  haha,i busted out laughing...they stood there talking for a good 5 minutes at least, i wish i had heard what the dad's response was. haha,little kids are funny.

spent the rest of the day watching movies. yea,i'm a bum. i actually can't stand watching movies all day. i get really anxious when i sit for too long. i can really only do it like once every couple of months. haha,and today was that day.

lifetime movies always have a way of sucking me in. i went to put in a new movie after i finished one of my others, and within that five minutes totally got sucked into watching some shitty lifetime movie.

i love sharing secrets. i'm totally obsessed with the ghetto livejournal version of postsecret, livesecret. i dont know why,but i really love sharing my secrets and seeing what other people have to say about them.

time to go search for some movies i lost. i really want to watch eternal sunshine and sin city. both are missing though. blown.
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monday you can fall apart [Jan. 4th, 2008|08:30 pm]
so i use this thing called the brainwave generator.

...it's pretty much amazing.
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i got sex, you got fame [May. 7th, 2007|05:59 pm]
When I live my dream, I'll take you with me
Riding on a golden horse
We'll live within my castle, with people there to serve you

Happy at the sound of your voice

Baby, I'll slay a dragon for you
Or banish wicked giants from the land
But you will find, that nothing in my dream can hurt you
We will only love each other as forever

When I live my dream
When I live my dream, I'll forgive the things you've told me

And the empty man you left behind
It's a broken heart that dreams, it's a broken heart you left me
Only love can live in my dream
I'll wish, and the thunder clouds will vanish

Wish, and the storm will fade away
Wish again, and you will stand before me while the sky will paint an overture
And trees will play the rhythm of my dream

When I live my dream, please be there to meet me

Let me be the one to understand
When I live my dream, I'll forget the hurt you gave
Then we can live in our new land
Till the day my dream cascades around me
I'm content to let you pass me by
Till that day, you'll run to many other men
But let them know it's just for now
Tell them that I've got a dream
And tell them you're the starring role
Tell them I'm a dreaming kind of guy
And I'm going to make my dream
Tell them I will live my dream
Tell them they can laugh at me
But don't forget your date with me
When I live my dream

here you are, how's the big time darling? hope i helped make your dreams true.
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and i'd choose my side if i believed in what was right [May. 5th, 2007|10:27 pm]
...but i'm all wrong.

fucking asshole.

goblin cove?


david bowie is fucking amazing.

ooo,eternal sunshine.

updates have been confusing lately...sorry if they dont make sense. it's more personal random notes or whatever.

and i'm questioning whether this whole thing was worth it, to die poor and all alone
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Speaking backwards to the mirror [May. 4th, 2007|10:08 pm]
i hate my hair
i'm fucking sick
i broke my back

you guys,i like my life right now....like,a lot. 

kings dominion tomorrow.

If you'd just tell me the truth, I would keep it
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cheap sex and wine [May. 3rd, 2007|10:05 pm]
how could it be love if you never wanted it from the start?


amazing? yea can't fucking wait for the new cd

hey mistress,what is your distress?
your heart is such a ghost town
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all of our time spent in flashes of liiight.... [Dec. 17th, 2006|09:57 pm]
just because it made me giggle: 

cvs always fucks up my pictures. 

i have some new pictures up on my deviantart...you should go check them out.
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the tv, it stayed on constantly [Dec. 16th, 2006|02:10 am]
action action was grand....ah,the things being called a pussy will make you do. "bring the troops home" hahaha...you guys only fucking wish you were there.

umm....you wish you could see my pictures too. they're grand. maybe i'll post some sometime. but i'm lazy and disoriented. i am also very eager. and possibly somewhat curious.

my hair looks really good right now...i'm not trying to be conceited, but i like it right now. it's super duper soft.

my pictures are great. sorry,i'm loving these pictures.

i really love pomegranates a lot.

i should probably go sleep. i hate that ringing in your ears after a show.

action action monday bitches!

oh,and i finally got a red hoodie. it was necessary.

random fact: i say "fucking" a lot when i'm tired or spacey.
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jericho falls around me, and i feel that i've strayed too long [Dec. 9th, 2006|11:54 am]
[mood |whoa whoa,i heart ice cream]

hmm...in the last month....

oh,i got a new camera...a NIKON D-80 bitches! THAT is what's up...but for real,i love it....i've been taking great pictures.

speaking of pictures, go over and check out my deviantart...i started this 100 theme challenge thing, so if anyone wants to model for pictures, that's cool...totally in a not creepy way though,don't worry,i'm not luring you over to my house to secretly kill you or make a porno or anything like that. i swear.

anyway, here's the list of the themes:

umm...what else....oh,i went to bayside last night....not bayside new york, but bayside, the band's show at the ottobar...good stuff...but the crowd sucked and they played too many chill songs...some guy actually told my brother to "chill out"...what a tool....that crowd needed to fuckin pick it UP...even the singer said it...i turned around to my brother and was like "yea! pick it up bitches!" but really it was aimed at the asshole behind me. but it was good stuff

i have this insane bamboo windchime in my room...it's awesome, you guys should come see it.

lucid dreaming? fuck yea. 

i made pancakes this morning....that's a really weird craving for me...pancakes. but i woke and and i really wanted pancakes,so i made some.

oh shit,oh shiiiiit...action action twice? simon cabron. cabron does not equal rascal, despite what my eager,curious friend says. 

so the 15th and the 18th=the best days this month? yea,i think so. 

i suppose that's it. i'm going to go get me some blueberry white tea....best tea EVER.

Question of the day: what is the most universal human characteristic: fear or laziness?

Random Fact:  i really want a red hoodie. surpisingly,they're almost impossible to find.

the end.
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she likes big words, and play pretend [Dec. 7th, 2006|09:42 pm]
i really have a way with words.
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